When she was not here!

 Have you ever envisaged a universe without the sun? Do you ever consider a bean bag without beans?. Did you drove a car without fuel?. Have you ever seen a kite flying without "manjha", wheels without axel, Chair without legs, the sky without clouds, a door without door occupant, relationship without love, porn without Johnny sins, "NO", you know why, because these all things are dependent on each other Just because of this dependency they all are working dextrously and smoothly?

I got an idea of this blog when I was drinking milk, blended with bournvita, I thought "How milk would look like without bournvita", I know it seems to be silly, but we don't have to forget that, "every silly mistake leads to great discoveries". Let's create an aura of the feeling of paucity.

Joey, The only son of her mother "Zoya". Father has been dead in a car accident and he was the only source of income in his family. Joey doesn't take much interest in paternal/maternal relatives. Although he is still a bachelor, so he was highly focused on his mother along with his job. He used to work in an MNC usually night shift. He works all night and sleeps in the morning.

 When he woke up, the foremost thing he does that he went to his mother and start testing her, talked in a "banter" way, disturbing her, etc. Then he went for his regular work i.e brushing, bathing. Further, he prefers tea(most favorite) with his mother. They talked, discuss his job. After some time, his mother starts pulling joey leg, "joey, it's time you get married, I am 45+ now". Joey doesn't like involving the third person in their sugared relationship with his mother. He thought "marriage" bring "chaos", "disorder", "hue and cry", rather "joy", "exuberance", "bliss".

One night when he woke up in the evening, he saw his mother was not there. He searched every corner of the house, yelled, called his mother but she didn't answer. He waits for the time span he usually takes for getting ready. Two, Three hours have been passed, and now her phone reflecting the sound of "switched off". He was preparing his own meal, suddenly his phone ranged with an unknown number, the caller said "Your mother has been passed due to heart stroke" come to the "ALPHA" hospital as soon as possible.

Somehow, he became stable because he had no choice. He has to carry this "pain" throughout his life, Although "it is life". As usual, when he woke up in the evening, he missed her mother a lot to such an extent that we can't even think of. 

He misses the way he used to tease her mother, disturbing her of next level, and sometimes his mother slaps on his face, her smile(because when she smile, it seems like her eyes, ears, cheeks, forehead all were smiling together), talking with her, sweet abused word, hue, and cries for marriage eating dinner, most importantly her voice, the way his mother woke him up, her childlike behavior, worrying face, angry face, her moods swings, putting barricades in every wrongdoing. He was missing all these downheartedly.

suddenly, he woke up, he saw it was a nightmare, he was sweating all over. He went to his mother, but she was not there, he searched but won't find her. worrying all around him. He called her in a dreadful manner, she picked "what happens", joey "where are you", Zoya "In the market, coming in just 5minutes". As soon she arrived he hugged her tightly. Zoya "get aside Joey, what happens to you". Joey "Nothing mom, just saw something appalling".

*ANTARA*

It the important that we get to know when that particular thing/person that we admired most is not present, nonetheless we don't give a shit for their presence because we are too busy blaming and accumulating our fucked up shits. We used to abuse, fight, count all the negative points, always take in a careless way, frequently showing cold shoulders to them, always giving a second-hand compliment in their presence, but when they went, suddenly avalanche occurs in their life. We, humans, are having a very complex structure of the brain and in this HORMONES played a pivotal role i.e It arouses the feeling of affection in "ABSENCE" and the feeling of coldness in "PRESENCE". Here I conveyed the above story in a positive sense, there are many more negative examples out there that give a hammered shot on your emotions.

Life is too short, where we go by taking resentments, anger, feeling of hatred. Start giving compliments, say what you like in them, respect them for their presence in the past when you need them most, give them more importance than your short-lived friends, start sharing with them, don't lose them because they were the only, who always present/stand in front of you.